Had a time of brainstorming with shareen & elyse for the camp deco this morning. Seems like idea can't get out from my mind, don't know why!! Thank God for elyse, she is actually a very creative gal.She love designing stuffs, scrapping art....hey gal, go ahead, I believe you have the talent!!! Next time, deco can find you haha...

After everything, we went to watch a movie, Spiderwick!!! Although the poster look abit kiddish, but the story plot, I could said is quite nice!!! I never imagine that big ferice beast will die in that way...haha...Really enjoy the time spend with elyse shopping at spotlight and the movie....Yeah the unit hurddlefor camp... Let see arete camp...

Interviewer: Are U excited for the upcoming camp??
Me: yeah yeah,,,of course!!! I can do alot of stuff down there...
Interviewer: What stuff??
Me: U see...camp is a time where we are not distracted by work, by the busy surrounding. A time where I can get to know alot of other plp. and...and... breakthru...
Interviewer: So r u ready for the camp??
Me: of course....yes la!!! ...U gonna see it for urself!!!!
Interviewer: Thank u for ur time. Come on with ur gear ready!!! C u there...

This is my 2nd of MC which means my work is piling up. Oh no...
I just receive a call from my ex-manager, and I got to know there's something happening
in my office.It's about the web design again... Sinclair one of my web designer, I like working with her alot.Although we didn't met up before, she's a responsible, nice & creative person. Though she might miss out some of the stuff, she is still fast in completeing her job. Seems like my colleguage seems to get fed up with her . I do understand her stand & my colleguage stand..To said the truth, i got a bit stress up by this..As I'm soft sometimes...Thank God for talking to myex-manager, i got clear up with stuff. Now I gonna plan well my time for my job...as in the task!!!Yeah....gambatae!!!

Lord I pray for your guidance for my path.
I pray for your wisdom to speak & handle things wisely.
I pray for that peace & joy, when I face the things that against the norm.
I pray for your strength to walk on this tough time.
I pray oh Lord, open my spiritual eyes to see, my spiritual ears to hear.
I want to get more of you, more of you.....Amen!!!





Awaiting for something exciting




Welcome the cute & fun sister..Our miss huirU & miss Jolene!!

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The national day eyes---red & white!!



Seems like clinic is doing more services!!!!










In this 2 years plus jounery with Christ,
It seemed as though life was rather like a bike ride
I noticed that Christ was in the back helping me pedal.

I don't know just when it was, He suggested we change places
But life has not been the same since then.

When I had control, I knew the way
It was rather boring, but predictable
It was the shortest distance between two points.

But when He took the lead
He knew delightful long cuts,
Up mountians and through rocky places,
At a breakneck speeds, all i could do is Hang On!!
Even though it looked mad & insane,
HE just said "Pedal"

I'm worried and was anxious.
In a doubtful mind, I asked "where are you taking me"
He laughed and didnt answer,
And I learn to trust.

I forgot my boring and meaningless life
And entered into the adventure.
When i'd say "i'm scared"
He'd lean back and touch my hand.

I am learning to trust and pedal to the strangest place.
I'm beginning to enjoy the view, and the cool breeze on my face.
With my beloved and faithful companion, Jesus Christ!!!!!














Good Friday...Easter!!! What does this day symbolizes to you??
Today I went to join my fellow colleuage in CHC jurong west for a drama "A second chance".
Claps clap...it's a great drama. It shows back 2000 years ago, Jesus's life. From John 8 to the day
He was cruxify to His Resurrection. The one who acted as Jesus, I believe as he was acting
he feel the pain & joy. The moment that is deep in my heart, is the part where, Jesus is carrying the cross
to the place of skulls where He will be nail. Every step he took, He is whip by the romans solider, I see the scars,
I can't stop but wept. Every whip, every scars, I felt the pain right in my heart.
To all my friends:

Jesus is the answer
For the world today
Above him there's no other,
Jesus is the way

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I'm somehow been thinking of topic of shame & guilt this day...

Guilt, because it emphasizes what someone did wrong, tends to elicit more constructive responses,particularly responses which seek to mend the damage done. Guilt is tied to beliefs about what is right and wrong, moral and immoral. When we violate one of these moral guidelines, it causes us to feel guilty over our actions and seek to fix what we have done (see cognitive dissonance). As a result, guilt is an important tool in maintaining standards of right and wrong in individuals and society as a whole. As such, guilt can often be used as a tool to overcome conflict.

Shame, on the other hand, emphasizes what is wrong with ourselves. It has a much more inward focus, and as such, leads shameful parties to feel poorly about themselves, rather than simply the actions they have taken. The result is often an inward-turning behavior -- avoiding others, hiding your face, removing yourself from social situations. Therefore, shame can be problematic, as it is often less constructive than guilt. In fact, shame can lead to withdrawal from social situations and a subsequent defensive, aggressive, and retaliatory behavior, which only exacerbates conflict, rather than alleviating it.

Shame can rob us from many things

(1) Rob us from having joy & peace
(2)Shame cause us to be anger & agression
(3) Shame cause physcological behaviour
(4) Withdrawal from people

** I believe that there's still alot what shame can do to us. One very significant thing I went thru is self-condemn, the painful period of my life. You know what shame lock us up..Lets break that shame barrier!!!!

=Happy Easter=







It's a tiring day today. Early in the morning, step into the office.....
"joella, how come this is not yet update"..."joella, can help me
to do eblast"..arrr. So many things come in one sort, i think I
have to learn to multitask in a faster way. To said the truth,
i like this job though everything seems very new to me.
Marketing ( rating 0), now shld be rating 4/10. Listening seems
easy, when it come to hands on...OMG it's like cracking my
brain juice to figure out, all the trial & error. I almost wanna
blow up...thank God for that peace & calmest to handle things.

You Act Like You Are 22 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

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